In fact, there are signs up all over the sanctuary warning
guests not to feed the scrub jays. You
will find pictures online of scrub jays eating out of peoples’ hands. I’ve never been tempted to feed the scrub
jays, not just because I’ve been warned not to, but because as much as I love
taking pictures of nature, I’m not interested in getting hands-on with
nature. I really don’t want a wild
animal to touch me. I am no Dian Fossey.
In the dozens of times though that I’ve been to the sanctuary,
the scrub jays have kept their distance, hopping along the ground in front of
me, or flying to a nearby branch. They have
seemed completely uninterested in me—which is fine.
Last week, I returned to the sanctuary for the first time in
several months. At first the sanctuary
was silent. I saw no birds, but then I
saw something flutter in a tree across a small pond from me. I lifted my camera to get a picture and the
next thing I knew, a scrub jay was flying right toward me—and I mean right at
me, so close that I stood frozen for a second, before finally ducking. The scrub jay missed my head by six inches.
“Wow,” I said to myself.
“Wow, that is going to make some story.”
That scrub jay had been so close, I could feel the whoosh of air as he
passed over my head. I tried to see
where the scrub jay had flown to, but it had disappeared into the brush. I walked some more and again, was disappointed
when I didn’t see any birds, let alone scrub jays, but then on the way back, I
noticed another scrub jay, hopping through the grass, digging up worms.
Again, I lifted my camera and again, before I could even get
a decent picture, the scrub jay took off through the air, flying at me and this
time—this time, landing right on my head.
I admit I may have let out a small shriek, something that
only a few neighborhood dogs might have been able to hear. I also admit that I may have started
frantically waving my arms like you might do after walking into a massive
spiderweb.
The scrub jay flew off.
I immediately located it a few feet away, sitting on a
branch and I took its picture.
“Well, look at you,” I said.
And then I laughed. And then I
doubled over, hands on my knees and laughed some more.
There is nothing quite so humbling in all the world than
having a wild bird land on your head—humbling because that bird doesn’t care
who or what you are. Apparently, I
looked like a thin, scrubby piece of pine, or maybe the scrub jays were attracted
to my Yankees cap. Considering my
Yankees cap remained unblemished after my encounter, I have to assume the scrub
jays were Yankees fans.
I have been humbled many times in my life.
To be humbled is a precious thing.
To be humbled means we are given a glimpse at just where we
stand, for good or for bad, in this world.
Often when we think about being humbled, we think it’s about
being brought down. It’s about that
scrub jay showing me that I am not anything special just because I’m a human
being.
But I think, to be humbled, doesn’t necessarily mean to be
brought down.
To be humbled is to be shown simply that you are a child of
God and sometimes that may involve bringing you down, but most times, that’s
going to mean raising you up.
Let’s look again at today’s Gospel reading from John. It’s a Holy Week story we should all be
familiar with. Jesus washes the feet of
his disciples. At first, Peter doesn’t
want this at all. He thinks that by
Jesus washing his feet, that Jesus is lowering himself, is doing something beneath
him.
But Jesus, as always when it comes to Peter, pauses and
takes time to explain, saying in verses 14 and 15, “So if I, your Lord and
Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet. For
I have set you an example, that you also should do as I have done to you.”
Peter thought that when Jesus washed his feet that Jesus was
lowering himself, but in reality, what Jesus was doing was raising Peter and
the other disciples up.
This is who you are, Jesus was saying. This is how I see you. You are a child of God.
But—and this is key—that doesn’t make Peter special, it
doesn’t single him out as being more important than anyone else. Jesus is pulling Peter up. He is raising him up as a child of God and at
the same time instructing Peter to do the same for everyone else. Jesus wants Peter and the disciples to see
the rest of the world as he, Jesus, sees them.
We are all children of God.
This is our place in the universe.
Jesus raises Peter up and it’s the ultimate humbling
experience. We are all equal and
beautiful and special—in the eyes of God.
And if this is what humbling means, to be raised up in God’s
eyes, to be shown to all the world, to the universe as a beloved child of God—then
I pray something humbles me each and every day, even if the message arrives via
a scrub jay landing on my head.
I’m open to that.
So long as the scrub jay is a Yankees fan.
Amen.
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